Ship’s Log–November 11th

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My stress level is pretty dang intense today. Obviously there’s a situation going on in my life that I don’t want to share the detail of here, but I can tell you that it’s not the worst stress I’ve been under, but it is much higher than my usual life stress level. It should resolve in another day or two, probably in a way that will improve my family’s life significantly, but getting there is taking a toll.

To distract me today, my parents took me out for lunch to a local Mexican restaurant. My usual MO at this place is to stuff my face with chips and guacamole before the meal comes, even when I’m not feeling anxious. To keep this from happening today, we skipped ordering the guacamole, and though I did still race my parents to the bottom of the chip basket, we did not let them refill it.

Keeping my eating in control while going through this time of stress is hard, but I’m managing. I do think that avoiding feeding my stress with junk calories is actually helping me keep cope better, especially since I’m not layering food guilt on top of the main stress I’m dealing with.

Distance to goal weight: 19.9 pounds

Fitness:

  • Fitbit metrics: 10,276 steps, 10 floors
  • 1 hour BJJ

Breakfast:

  • Whole wheat tortilla with scrambled eggs, wilted spinach, Daiya shreds, and vegan Canadian bacon
  • Whole fruit juice: banana, pineapple, blackberries, frozen mango, chia seed, flax seed, fresh squeezed orange juice, and water
  • Coffee with vanilla soy milk

Morning Snack:

  • Peppermint tea

Lunch @ Pop’s Garage:

  • Chips and salsa
  • 2 soft veggie tacos
  • Iced tea

Afternoon Snack:

  • Coffee with vanilla soy milk
  • Apple with peanut butter and granola
  • Kale chips

Dinner:

  • Homemade vegan pineapple and pepperoni pizza
  • Mixed greens with balsamic vinegar
  • Dark chocolate covered banana
  • White chocolate truffle

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